look i just hate everythign right now and i dont know what to do about it other than vent my feelings to the internet

i just cant ok im done with trying to pretend that i've got my shit together because surprise surprise i do not

i just want

i dont know what

i just WANT

i want something different okay

i want something to come along and fuck up my life in a lot of good ways

but thats not going to happen because life isnt a fuckign fairy tale and if i have to hear one more goddamn love song i am going to vomit

i feel physically ill i wasnt aware that this level of done was even remotely possible

congratulations paige you have broken another record here's your surprise its self loathing yAY

go me you sick fuck

im going to regret this tomorrow but right now there is not a single fuck to be had